Confessions Of A Long-Distance Lover

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89. Even though we’ve never officially met, it feels like I’ve known you forever, and i love that.

88.I read a poem during my English class and most people didn’t get it. But it made perfect sense to me as someone who used to be in a LDR: I shake the delicate apparatus. I pound with delirious feet. Frantic. The suits the repulsive shadow powers. Cry and pant and moan. Whispering of diamonds of death. But we two sweet essentials. We soar. —Tim Taylor.

Nov 5

87. I miss you. Our LDR never worked out, but we tried. And we had a good ride. But I’m working on getting over you.

Nov 5

I’m on for a little while; wanna talk? xx Sam

Nov 5
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86.We’re going to do this. We can prove them all wrong. I know our LDR can work. We’ve made it work for this long and I don’t see it ending anytime soon.

85.I’m so madly in love with you, but I’m starting to fear the big things we’re going to face. I don’t like that we don’t know when we’re going to meet and I’m scared for when it comes to the who moves where. I’d do anything for you, even if you don’t think you’d want me to.

84.Waiting for him to get off work. Waiting until it’s safe to talk again. Waiting until he’s online. Waiting until he can visit. Waiting until I can move to Portland. It’s been 4 years so far, what’s another four going to do?Just because waiting for you is worth it. It’s what I know how to do, what I’m good at doing, what I want to do for you, everything. I love you, and I’ll be here whenever you get the money to see me. <3

83.I have a hard time sympathizing with anyone in a LDR that has never met their partner. If you’ve only met online, do can’t possibly understand the little things. You can’t miss the way he leaves the cap off of the toothpaste, you can’t miss the way he smells, or the way his stubble scratches your face when you kiss. I’m not saying you can’t develop a LDR online, but its nowhere close to real life realtionships until you’ve met.

82.Meeting you was the biggest mistake I’ve ever made. I would have been content living in the dream that you helped me construct. We dated for a year and didn’t meet, I thought there was something wrong with ME. I didn’t think it was because YOU had lied to me the whole time and that YOU were worried about finally being found out. After all that time spent lying to me. How did I go from loving someone so much, to being disgusted by them? Was losing me worth the lies?